Okay....it's time to start believing those personality tests....or rather not?

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?

WHAT THE HELL?

VIDEO GAME AWARDS....FUCKING BORING, TOO MUCH HIP HOP, TOO MANY PEOPLE WHO DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT GAMES, AND THE WORST OF ALL

 

HIDEO KOJIMI!!!

 

I MEAN....WHAT THE FUCK *RAEG*

you are darkslateblue #483D8B

Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You're good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy. Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it. Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

not quite right, but ok

I could cry.
Well...I actually do.
Kinda.

Why do I learn when I won't make it anyways?
The more I learn, the more I fail.

Maybe it was a mistake to go to university and study.
Maybe it was a mistake...
A big one...

My internet hates me....

Okay, I'm really in the mood like giving up on drawing anything!
I know I shouldn't be like that, I'm a beginner, I'm drawing like what? 3 months for real? Everything before was just playing?

And still...I just want to put my tablet back in the box and hide it somewhere I can't find it anymore.
All my drawings...in my eyes they're all the crappiest crap in the world...

I need advice, I need lessons....I need more than: 'Oh, they don't look that bad, just practice more and it will work out'...I hate that...just HATE....

Following a bunch of drawings I did the past few months...all crap...

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Extreme caution: no style available

*sigh...moody*

EBAY HATES ME AND I HATE IT, TOO!


It's always the fucking same! I want to have something like really bad but I don't get it because some other one has a higher bid on it.....EVERY FUCKING TIME!
The only auctions I win are the ones were you buy it immidiatly.......aaaarggh
*rageragerage*

THX AGAIN FOR ANOTHER PUNCH IN THE FACE, EBAY! -.-

AGLLFKWREHGF I WAS ON THE GERMAN TOUR DATE OF HIDEO KOJIMA IN HAMBURG.

It took me 4 1/2 hours to get there. Standing in line at 12:30, 2 1/2 hours before he came.
I was the seventh in line.

AND OMGSFGSLDKUFG HE SHOOK MY HAND! HE SIGNED THE CARD, SMILED AND THEN GAVE ME HIS HAND!!!!!! OMFGGALKUSGBFLLC
*forced Yumi and Shinkawa to do the same btw |D*

Now I have a signed version of the MGS2-Artbook (Shinkawa, I love your little Snake on it <3) and a signed card with the autographs of Kikuchi and Kojima.

The Konami-staff also did a little interview with me and some others.....Maybe I will be on a little bonus-video or something like that <3


IT WAS JUST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW <3<3<3

I so wish I could show you pictures right now

I AM SO DAMN HAPPY THAT I DID THIS although my mother will kill me, lol

OKAY GUYS, NO METAL GEAR 2 AND NO MGS TWINS SNAKES PART ONE ON THE RIGHT DATES!

I'M OFF TO SEE HIDEO KOJIMA AT HIS ONLY TOUR DATE IN GERMANY!

WISH ME LUCK D:

my mother wants to stop me AFGKASL

Yeah, first time I bet this game ( I was close to beating it once but I just didn't knwo what to do next and out of frustration I've deleted my savegame lol).
This time with walkthrough and on easy mode (Yeah, I'm a cheater, but I just did not have the time)



Okay, trying to play MG2 later on, but I think I will fail at this because I gotta do some important things (for example ask for that train ticket goddamn it)

Second Part of MPO and HEY, THERE ARE CUTSCENES EVERYWHERE D:

That's it with the 3D, tomorrow it will be 8bit-times again :3
Let's see if I can manage to end Metal Gear THIS time.......if not, I have to use a walkthrough :/

MPO!
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Sucked again....oh well.....

I'm a little bit too late with my entry, sorry, but ...is there really someone who wants to read this? XD

Well, if so, here it is.
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Ok, off to MPO (where I am better than this (at least I hope so)!)

Yay, second part!
And I think I sucked even more! Although I got out of heavy situations better than in the first part....odd.

This will be random again I think, but I just can't type down english so that there is like a red line you can follow....sorry :3


Looking forward to the nightmare and the last MGS3-part :3

Sorry, I fail at lj-cut

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HAHAHA I DID IT!

I'm on Tegaki E now (http://www.unowen.net/tegaki/dblog.php?u=23819&e=134879)


AND I SUCK XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

God.......It's the second of April, and what is my today's plan?

Learning! For chemistry!

YEAAAAAAH!..........

*head on desk*

Let's see, when (or if) the mail delivery service will bring my last presents...

because I'll open all my presents when they all arrived....not earlier......

And haha, no cake for me (because my mom's too lazy)

What a great day! *sarcasm*



PS: thx rufussama for your sms *hugs you*

Today *just a few minutes ago* a package arrived....a BIRTHDAY-PACKAGE!!!!!!!!!

WTF WHY OH SO F***ING EARLY!

.......hell.......


But good that some other thing arrived (Two and a half men Season One-Box whohoooo)
I know what I 'll do after learning for chemistry :)